Hi. My name is Sydney. Blowing candles since 10/24/96. I am just a simple girl with full of dreams. A teenager who’s always misunderstood. So many people hated me because of misunderstandings, I also got bullied. I am expert in being an eccedentesiast, a person who fakes smile. I fake smile because I don’t want to be misunderstood, I don’t want to be hated, I want to hide the fact that I’m lonely, I want to hide the pain behind those smiles. I really really really want to become a better person, i want to stop caring what people might think, do better at school, be more happy and live my life. I don’t need fancy things, all I want is Happiness to find me.

I experienced heartbreaks. Well an honest truth is that I really do miss what I and my special someone had. He might see I’m smiling but I don’t mean it. I miss how it was so real how we cared for each other without end but most of all, I miss him always being there and telling me everything will be okay because I need that now more than ever, I’m sick of feeling like something’s missing. But, it’s never going to be the same again and that’s what killing me.

There’s a lot of places I wanna go to, and yes, Paris is one of them. I want to go to Paris with the person I truly love, Paris is one of the most romantic place I ever know. I would love to go to Korea, why? Because I’m a big fan of Koreanovela, Koreans are really great in making stories, directing, singing, dancing and making gadgets too. I really admire them.

I love mustaches, cats (simply adorable), the Swagastic things, nutella, robot, necklace, movies, fashionista clothes and many more.

I’m a big fan of ONE DIRECTION. Hell yeah, I’m a true directioner! I love eating carrots that’s why Louis Tomlison loves me. I always say VAS HAPPENIN’ because it’s one of the swagamazing words of Direction boys. I’m inlove with them. They are really hot and handsome. I love their voices especially their songs. I may faint when I see them in person. I just dream that one day I might see them and kiss them allllll. They fucking made me crazy especially Harry Styles. I adore him a looooot. His curls, smile, eyes, humor, style, flirty personality, and his voice makes me fall in love with him. I fucking love them all. I’m like na na na, and they’re like yeah yeah yeah. They light up my world like nobody else and the way they flip their hair gets me overwhelmed, but when they smile at the ground it ain’t hard to tell, they don’t know, they don’t know I LOVE THEM ALL <3 I wanna move in Englaaaaaaand ~

I am also a fan of Taylor Swift. Gahd, she’s the perfect girl I’ve ever know. You know, her beauty, her curls, her songs! Oh my gosh. If I were a boy I will definitely court her! I’m also inlove with her, even though I’m a girl. She inspires me a lot. I think she’s stalking with my diary because all of her songs are connected in my diary. Yes, she really is amazing. She’s fucking wonderful and I am really speechless now. I was enchanted to meet you~

Well, this is the end. This is really long so thank you for reading it. Haha. Take care and I love you.